I'm not gone. Just can't seem to concentrate on writing. I have so many feelings and emotions I want to record and happenings of the past couple weeks.
Just pray for me.
I am grateful for my family, friends and blog buddies.
Brothers On Maps
1 week ago
Miss seeing your posts.. but I have been in same boat so much in my mind but not a way to put it to paper. Miss you!
ReplyDeleteI'm going to try posting again next week. I want to write down the day of Wayne's death; maybe putting it in writing will help me deal with it. I'm at peace with Wayne's dying but still have a lot of emotions to deal with. People may think it's odd that I want to record it but this is my personal journal and I don't want to forget any details.
ReplyDeleteI have been missing your posts too! And I think that writing about things does help a person deal with things! I don't think it is odd at all! Take care.....
ReplyDeleteConnie - you don't have to apologize for not posting (I haven't even figured out how to blog so I just stalk everyone else's but in a good way -- just want to keep up with folks I care about). Gail is right; putting things down on paper and re-reading them sometimes is great therapy. When our youngest dau. was in college she gave me a book that said "My Life." It had all kinds of questions about me and my thoughts. The first year I retired I got that out to finally get around to doing it. I was transitioning to a new life without all you people around me (missing all of you) and so, that book became my therapy. When she got married last year I gave it back to her all written. She read it on her honeymoon!! She loved it. I would suggest you get a journaling book (just blank pages) and fill them every day or so with your thoughts/hopes/dreams/disappointments/joys, and yes, all about your brother, Wayne. Looking forward to your blogs when you are ready to write again....K.
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